I’m aching.....Physically. My whole body, My whole essence I'm bleeding from within. Dying slowly but surely.  Leting everything go. Pass near me, looking from the side. You are not aware of what you left behind.....You are not aware of what has become from me. I'm just a shadow of what use to be the person you knew. I'm just a vessel. Empty on the inside. The pain is unbearable. The agony is too much to handle. I'm a........I'm just a body. A physical thing that takes up space; Nothing more! I have nothing left for anything....Not to others, Definitely not for myself. 

And you... went! 

Like I don't exist anymore. An act of confirmation of exactly that. You literally...... Killed me in any possible way! I wish at least it was physically true because than there was no longer pain